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Miss Elizabeth

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one of those days [14 Dec 2006|12:24am]
[ mood | frustrated ]

so its been one of those days.

my sister has decided that she doesnt want to be a member of this family anymore.

my father has decided that i'm the answer to all of his problems.

and i have decided that i am DONE with living here. i dont mind being a part of this family but i feel for my own mental and physical health that it is in my best interest to no longer live under this roof

in the spring i will be taking one class. in taking this class and earning 9 months of teaching experience, i will be concidered 'teacher qualified'.this means i can be left alone with 3 babys or for toddlers/toddlerpreschoolers or 10 preschoolers.

hopefully by the fall/winter i will have accumulated enough money to afford to rent a room/apartment.

i know you probably think that this is crazy or that i've said that i would do this a million times before but this time i mean it. i'm sick of being treated like i dont matter. i'm sick of having to put everyone else before myself, and i know that sounds selfish but i'm tired of feeling like shit all the time.

and what bothers me the most about this whole thing is not that my sister and father are both being absolute assholes, but the fact that i have to give up going to school full time. it hurts that out of all my friends i'm going to be the dumbass who dropped out of college and works at the daycare for 8 bucks an hour. my grandfather is going to look at me as another disappointment and my uncle andre will probably never speak to me again.

told you its been one of those days. . .

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[18 Oct 2006|02:33am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

it is 230 in the efffing morniing


and there is a drunk with a dry cough sitting in my living room


so i officially hate the word no. i'm sick of hearing it screamed at the walls until said drunk falls the fuck assleep

i asked him a simple fucking question ie: "is your cough dry or is there shit in your throat" and he starts talking about his "bronchial tube"

yeah hes definately drunk

so i'm going out of my fucking mind

cant you tell?

peace <3

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[25 Sep 2006|01:40pm]
liz is down to one pair of jeans.

where the other two pairs are she has no idea.

consequentally, kaitlyn has between 10 and 15 pairs of jeans but is not willing to share.

liz is very angry because she must now spent most of her paycheck on pants. grrrrr
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[31 Aug 2006|11:43am]
[ mood | tired ]

liz has a job



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i'm soo bored [28 Aug 2006|07:07pm]
[ mood | lonely ]

i'm bored

i'm bored with life

i'm bored because i dont have a job

i'm bored because i only have 3 unavailable friends

i'm bored because i'm afraid to call my old bff because she has a NEW bestfriend who i dont like

i'm bored because i dont write anymore

i'm bored because i'm afraid to leave my house because my dad's a doushe bag who will be rip roaring drunk by the time i get home

i'm bored because my sister has a car and prefers to suck off strangers than hang with me

when i'm bored i go to the mall and spend money that i dont have

i need to take an art class or something

school needs to start now

because i'm bored

maybe i'll call amanda. . .

the end

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add ava [27 Sep 2005|02:26pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

she's cool.Ava's Journal

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